Just got the call from the lab. No freezer babies for us. The other 3 never made it to full blast stage.
Now I'm worried. They said this is no reflection on the 2 that we put back. Those 2 were the strongest. But still I'm worried. The odds are against us. 5 of 7 embryos died. I know I have to be strong...but I'm scared. All the what ifs are running around like crazy in my brain.
I did ask what the grade of our 1 blast was...2BB, so that's pretty good. I just have to remain hopeful.
Baby on mind posted this video on her blog today...and although she posted it for a different wait, it really hit home for me.
I just have to keep the message of this song in my mind the next 10 days...I can make it, I can stay positive.
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